Gabriel X Demon Reader - How? (request)

Reader POV

“Look I’m not gonna tell you again it’s not me!” you say as you back away from the brother duo that took Azazel out. “Oh really, like I’m supposed to believe you?” Dean says as he points the colt up at your face. As you stare down the barrel you say, “Why would I lie when I know either way your just gonna shoot me?” Dean contemplated your words before lowering the colt to his side. He didn't know why but deep in his stomach he felt you were telling the truth and turning toward his brother says, “Okay if it’s not demon related then what?” You run a hand through your (H/L) (H/C) hair and say, “You ever think it could be angel related?” Dean turns toward you and gives you a look that said, ‘you think I haven’t already thought of that?’ “Sorry,” you say raising your hands in surrender. 

You walk over and sit down on the couch of your motel room while the brother’s talked amongst themselves. You didn’t blame them for not trusting you, you were a demon after all; and you weren’t the least bit ashamed of it. All of the sudden you feel the presence of angels and jumping to your feet eyes turning black you say, “Guys?” “Well isn’t this a pleasant surprise?” You hear a male voice say from the other side of the room and turn to see a man with medium length light brown hair and surprisingly intoxicating eyes that looked like sunshine shining through a glass of whiskey. There was a faint memory that passed through your mind as you looked into his eyes. “Are you kidding me?” Dean says as he walks over to the man breaking you from your day dream. “We thought you were dead?” Sam says as he follows after his brother. “Well as you can see I am very much alive.” Dean rolls his eyes as he turns and walks back over to you. 

“You can go, but I’m warning you don’t cross my path again.” You watch as his green eyes turn dark causing the black in yours to disappear revealing their usual (E/C) orbs. “Fine,” You push past the older of the brothers and taking one last glance at the mysterious man walk out the motel room door only to end up walking back into the room. You look confused as you throw a look toward the boys then try again only to end up still in the motel room. “Okay is this some kind of joke, cause it’s not funny.” You say crossing your arms over your chest annoyed. The brothers look from you over to the man and say, “Okay Gabriel, what’s the big idea?” Your eyes widen as you say his name out loud, “Gabriel? You mean the Archangel Gabriel?” You look at Gabriel only to see him wiggling his fingers in his attempt to say hi. Anger courses through your body as you say, “Alright I’ve had enough let me out dammit!” The brothers stare at you in shock as they had only known you for a few weeks but you had never shown your temper to them.

“What’s the matter can’t look me in the eyes now you know who I am?” Gabriel says as he stands and starts walking over toward you. “Stay away from me!” You yell out as you back away from him. Gabriel freezes about a foot away from you and stares at you a pained expression crossing his face. “Okay I think that’s enough, you’re scaring her Gabriel.” Sam says as he starts toward you only to find his feet glued to the floor. Sam tries to move his feet only to let out a sound of annoyance. “It’s nice to see you again ______.” Gabriel says a hint of sadness passing through his eyes. “You two know each other?” Dean says only to open his mouth to say something else and find his voice gone. He looks at his younger brother a look of annoyance clear on his face. “Gabriel I,” You start to say only to find that the words wouldn’t come out. You had known who he was the moment you gazed into his eyes, but your mind had told you it wasn’t possible.

 “Let me guess, you’re sorry and you didn’t know my brother would be waiting for me? Is that correct?” He says as he pulls a flask out of his coat pocket and takes a swig. You stare at him tears threatening to pour from your eyes as you say, “When Balder called me to tell me that Sam and Dean were there at the Elysian Fields Hotel I immediately called you, I couldn’t let the deities’ use them against us. I was with Lucifer when he got the call from Mercury. I tried everything I could to keep Lucifer from going after them. I didn’t want the Apocalypse to start any more then you did!” Gabriel stares at you a look on his face saying that he didn’t believe a word you said, causing your heart to clench. “Gabriel, I didn’t know that Lucifer’s wrath was going to be that vengeful. When I learned from him of your death,” You pause at the memory and say, “Let’s just say it wasn’t a pretty picture.” 

“Why do I get the feeling the two of you used to be an item?” Sam says as he looks back and forth between you and Gabriel. “That was a long time ago,” You said looking from Gabriel to Sam. You watch as Gabriel snaps his fingers and the two of you are alone in what looked to be a conference room of an abandoned building. You follow Gabriel’s eyes to the floor where you see the faint sign of wings burnt into the floor. You knew where you were now. You look back up to see him looking down at the floor an unreadable expression on his face. “Gabriel I,” His eyes look up to meet your gaze as he says, “One thing I remember before my brother killed me was seeing your face as you ran into the room after him your eyes wide with anguish and remorse.” You wrap your arms around you as a chill filled your body as the memory filled your mind.

~Flashback~

You race toward the hotel praying that you would make it there before Lucifer. You instantly felt a ping of guilt course through your body as you think about Gabriel being at the mercy of his older brother. “Come on; please don’t let me be too late!” Your mind screams out as you make your way down the highway. You knew now that Lucifer was aware of your affections the youngest Archangel and all the secrets and plans you had spilled to him. You couldn’t help the way you felt about Gabriel, there was just something about the way his body fit perfectly with yours that drove you wild. Your cheeks flush at the faint memory of the first time you and Gabriel had made love. He was intoxicating the way he smelled like a candy store and a hint of whiskey. After meeting him you had decided to give up on starting the Apocalypse and letting the world end. Gabriel had been everything you had ever wanted when you were human but know that you were a demon it complicated matters. Pulling up outside the hotel you see Kali getting into the impala with Dean and Sam. You throw the car into park as you run over to her and say, “Kali where is he?” “He’s inside with Lucifer.” 

You start to run inside as you hear Dean ask her who you were. Running past the dead bodies of deities’ at your feet you silently pray for the first time since you became a demon. “Please don’t let me be too late!” As you round the corner into the conference room where you freeze eyes widened in a mixture of anguish and remorse. “Don’t forget you learned all your tricks from me, little brother.” Lucifer says as he twists the angel blade inside Gabriel’s chest sending and ear piercing scream throughout the room followed by a blinding white light. “No!” you scream out as you start to run over to him only to be grabbed in midair by Lucifer’s cold grasp.

“How could you? He was your own brother!” You scream out as you stare at Gabriel’s lifeless body lying on the cold floor. “I did it because he was my brother.” You look up at the fallen angel that had created your kind with tears pouring from your eyes. “Please I’m begging you bring him back!” Lucifer turns toward you and says, “Why should I?” You struggle to get free of his grasp as you say, “Because, he’s your brother and you love him!” Lucifer’s grip on your arm tightens as he says, “Because he was my brother or because you loved him?” You stare up at him wide eyed as you say, “Both! I don’t care that he’s and angel I love him and I want him back!” Lucifer’s eyes fill with rage as he stares down into your challenging (E/C) eyes. Before you could take one more glance at Gabriel Lucifer teleported you both to hell where he threw you into a dark room where you had to witness Gabriel’s death over and over again until all you felt was emptiness.  

~End Flashback~

Reading your mind Gabriel’s features softened. “______, I didn’t know.” “Please just take me back.” You say not meeting his eyes. At the snap of his fingers you look around to see the familiar motel room where Sam and Dean were still frozen in their footsteps. Taking one last look at them and Gabriel you turn and run out the door. You keep running praying that your meat suit would give out and you would be able to feel the intense pain that the night he died caused you.

Gabriel’s POV

I watched as _______ ran out the front door every bone in my body screamed to go after her but I couldn’t. “You okay?” Sam asks stirring you from your inner monologue. “I will be.” Dean claps and then points to his mouth. Rolling my eyes I snap my fingers and walk back over to the bed and sit down. “Are you seriously just going to sit there and let her go?” Dean says shocking Sam and I. “Look I know I’m the last person to say anything good about demon’s but if there is one thing I know _______, isn’t like normal demons. Okay, when you left us here I had time to remember seeing her the night you died, are you really going to let her live with the fact the she was too late to save your ass?!” Dean’s voice rose to a yell as he ended his sentence. “She doesn’t want to talk to me.” I say as I pull out the flask full of whiskey from my coat pocket and take a sip. Dean throws his hands up into the air in a sign of annoyance and walks over to the mini fridge where he pulls out a beer and downs it. “Gabriel, do you love her?” Dean says and I can tell he is getting annoyed with playing love counselor to an archangel and demon. I think about the first time that I had met _____ and smile as the memory replays in my mind.

~Flashback~

Looking across the street at the bar from the usual candy store I raided at night, I watch as a girl with (H/L) (H/C) runs out of the bar followed by a dark haired girl. As soon as I saw her (E/C) eyes gaze my way I knew I was lost. Making myself invisible to her I snap my fingers and end up in the back seat of the car she was in. “Are you really talking about this right now?” The dark haired girl says as she glances across the front seat at her (H/C) accomplice. “Come on Meg, what if releasing Lucifer is the wrong thing to do?” I glance at the (H/C) girl in surprise as I it suddenly comes to my attention she is a demon. “It’s the right thing to do _____! When he is freed demons will reign supreme.” 

“Very unlikely.” I say out loud knowing they cannot hear me. _______, I say the name a few times and marvel at how well it fits her. “Meg, this is wrong. Do you really think God is going to just sit back and watch Michael and Lucifer duke it out while the human’s he loves so very much just disappear into the darkness?” I smile at her insight. She had a good knowledge of how things would most likely pan out after Lucifer’s release. “Do you really think we mean as much to Lucifer as when we were first created?” I look at _____ with a raised eyebrow as I try to guess her age. “He’s been in a cage for millennia; do you really think he is going to have the same love for us as when he created us?” Well that answered her age question. I smile as I lean forward resting my chin on my arms as I stare at her. “That’s enough ______! What do you think Lilith would do to you if she heard you talking like that? You’re my friend, the only one I can truly count on. So do us a favor and grin and bear it.” 

I watch as _____ rolls her eyes and turns toward the window. This little car ride was becoming more interesting by the second. Leaning back I reach into my coat pocket and pulling out a snickers bar open it. “Do you smell chocolate?” ______ says as she looks at Meg then in the back seat. “Are you really hungry for Chocolate?” Meg says as stifles a laugh. “No I really smell chocolate.” “Right on!” I yell out from the back seat as I finish off the chocolate bar. “Here’s good enough.” _____ says as Meg pulls the car over and lets her out. “I’ll meet up with you later.” She says as she closes the door and starts walking off into the darkness. With a flap of my wings I am outside walking beside her. I decide that it is time to make myself visible as I flap my wings and appear before her. 

“That was pretty uncharacteristic of a demon.” She stares at me her eyes wide with fear as she says, “What do you want?” Smiling I hold my hands up and say, “Don’t worry sweet cheeks I’m not here to hurt you.” “Then what do you want?” She says her body tensing as she watches me fiddle with a candy wrapper in my hand. “Wait that was you in the car wasn’t it?” “Guilty,” I say using my best girlie voice to try and get a smile from her. I smile as it worked and she relaxes. “So what can I help you with, Mr.?” I smile as I say, “Oh please, Mr. is too official sounding please call me Gabe.” She smiles at me as she says, “Okay Gabe, why are you following me around?” Shrugging my shoulders I turn toward her and say, “Honestly, I think you’re hot.” I say causing her to burst out in laughter. “Well I do have to say that this is a first, an angel following me around because he thinks I’m hot.” I raise a corner of my mouth in a slight smile as I say, “So you’ve heard of me?” She nods as she says, “Well Gabe what do we do know?” I smile devilishly as I snap my fingers and we appear at a beach resort. _______ Smiles as she looks out over the ocean and then turning back to me says, “Okay you’re fun.”

~End Flashback~

“Well?” Dean asks and standing up sigh as I say, “Yes, I love her.” “Well then quit pinning over her and go after her!” Dean says as he points toward the direction _______ left in. “I can’t believe I am saying this twice in one lifetime, but you’re right Dean.” Then with a flap of my wings I head off after her.

Reader’s POV

You look around to find yourself standing in the middle of the woods. Tears fall from your eyes as you fall to the ground finally letting your emotions out. Wrapping your arms around your legs you bury your face into your legs. All of the sudden the smell of candy and whiskey filled your senses causing you to look up at him. He stood before you, eyes wild with an urge to make your pain go away. “Gabe?” You say as you look up at him and quickly wipe your tears away. “What do you want?” His whiskey eyes find my (E/C) ones as he says, “_______, when I was brought back by my father I was angry at everyone and everything. I didn’t know about the pain and heartache you went through because of me. The last thing I ever wanted to do was hurt you.” Forcing yourself to stand you say, “I blamed myself every single day for your death, all I wanted to do when Meg got me out of that god awful room was end my suffering. I thought constantly about killing myself or having a hunter do it for me. It was my fault you died; I called you and told you about the Winchesters being there.”

“Oh will you stop blaming yourself!” He yells out catching me off guard. “You always blame yourself for everything, ever since we broke up.” He runs a hand through his light brown hair as he says, “It’s not your fault I died. It was Lucifer’s. My blood was on his hands not yours. So for the love of all that is holy will you please stop talking about how you wanted to kill yourself!” Swallowing a gulp of air you stare blanched at him. “Look, I’m sorry I yelled but I can’t stand the thought of you wanting to kill yourself.” You nod as you say, “Gabriel, I am sorry.” He looks back at you his eyes filled with longing as he says, “No worries love. Now how about we go play a prank on the Winchesters?” You let out a chuckle as you look at the angel you fell in love with acting like his normal life loving trickster self. 

He walks over and without another words pulls you into a kiss. Tears of happiness fall from your eyes as you wrap your arms around him deepening your kiss. You hear him snap his fingers and you look around to see that you are once again at the beach resort he took you too when you first met. Smiling you look back at him to see that he had snapped you naked and you kiss him. As the two of you make love it feels like the earth is moving beneath you. If loving the Archangel was wrong you didn’t want be right. You roll over onto his chest and closing your eyes listen to the sound of his heartbeat. Maybe things were bad once but you secretly prayed that you would never have to live through the pain of losing the man you loved again. “I love you _____,” He says as he pulls the strawberry flavored lollipop out of his mouth. Smiling you look up into his eyes and taking his lollipop say, “I love you too.” He smiles at you then tickling your sides steals his lollipop back. “You never change.” You say as you peer down into his whiskey colored eyes. “And I never will.”